QIAOHUI

Saturday, October 21, 2006

jus when can i stop hurting ppl ard me ? tis sucks big time .. i hate tat ! hais . i jus kip doing n saying wrong things . im jus bringing sadness to ppl non-stop . im irritating lar ! sad .. blame myself fer all these .. i always do n sae b4 i think clearly ! it's sucks .. n even if im freaking regret aftat .. dere's always nth or too late i can do to help it le .. i also duno how to .. sometime i realli hate myself . :((

ytd . shouting agn . cant u leave me alone n let me finish my digestion ? yes i noe . i hav BIG attitude problem . but stick my face to ppl cold butt , i cant do tat . k dun udt nvm . k den agn . u ask me to leave . i take it as ur qi hua . but pls . i cant take it all e time . i almost heard tat everydae . hais . i had enough .. now i seriously miss e camp badly . looking forward to co camp . den i can ' leave ' fer some daes ..

everyth is jus so wrong . wen can em all go bac to e original place ? i realli duno wad to do le .. sadden ..

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k forget abt all these . i shall be strong . :))) SMILE ! hahas turn veh fast ? cos i feel tat being veh sad will make ppl ard unhappy too . why should tat be wahahahhas . so lets forget e unhappiness !! oya i realise when i get upset i start eating ! OMG OMG . wun let tat continue hahahhahas ! b4 i turn into a pig :DD

anw anw , ytd hav co . :))) but i prefer full orchestra lalalas ~ hahahas .

n ytd also hav da wad sexuality tok . kinda boring la . define LOVE n INFATUATION . my conclusion is LOVE dun hav exact defination ! dey r veh complicated thingy .. haha k stop laming .

one last thing . i realise i have GREAT PROBLEM REMEMBERING SIMPLE THINGS . hai ! drink chicken essence will do ? T.T im jus kip forgetting everyth .. even it jus happened . sometimes i cant even rmb wad did i sae in e last second .. hais ! QIAOHUI IS TURNING OLD ! omg .. hmm k nvm i will find a solution maybe c doctor b4 it gets worse .

byes ~ :D

, qiao~~HUI~~